In retrospect, the year of 2004 was a year of many external experiments. I have hopped from program to program, went through many phases of searching. DNA activation, Gateway discovery, Inner expansion consulting, side effect result from meditation, searching for ways to attract prosperity to gain financial freedom. All the attempts to break free from the daily grind.
I admit, not all the programs work. I am like a person lost her key in the house, but searching the key outside of house just because the outside is brighter and I don't quite trust myself yet to find the answer of life. It is time to switch gear, and to search inward for the answer.
I will use different approach for year 2005. I still have many beautiful tools that I got from last year's search. But I will work consciously and intently with my higher self or you can call a mystical traveler to fulfill my goals in life. For the last 4 years, I have purposely focused on my spiritual growth. For the year 2005, I will be working in all areas of my life, family, career, finance and spirit. This is a year of balance. I will continue being light, radiating light wherever I go, I have tugged away in my consciousness all the higher teachings that I received for the last 4 years. I am grateful for what I have learned, what life has taught me moment to moment. I just hope I have learned well and move on to even higher level of consciousness and awareness.
I still have soul travel experiences from time to time. Just a couple of nights ago, while I was in a twilight state of being, I felt a pulling of my hair on the crown chakra area, and I floated immediately afterwards. I have visited some unknown areas. When I was back to my ordinary senses, I complained to myself, the places were too dark, and I can't see clearly what was happening.
